Oh well been awhile since i blog . we lost in the IGC today against ngee ann in dota but no fear we will be back next year .
for now im blogging coz some of u who have read my blog might notice some missing post or words about the person i love . well it was an illusion in my part as usual expected it anyway im a cursed child . broken family broken feelings failure in handling certain things well that is u norman face it . the people around u don care about u wat u are doing is just some wishful thinking on ur part . i fear of being close to my frens becoz i might spoil their mood thats y at time i tend to be a loner . so when i try to be more frenly people think the otherwise its sad . i guess i should just stick to my old self 4 years ago . but its hard but i gotta do it . the only person recently that motivated me with words was ansel eventhough i noe him for 3 days his words will stuck in my mind . being forgiving is not a bad thing but in a good way it will push me on . but i feel stupid for being forgiving becoz i get take advantage on by frens and family alike its painful for me but oh well . i just hope one day someone might jus treat me like a normal person with respect i will respect that person twice as much . even if i cant find someone to love i just hope there will be someone a friend who can motivates me can push me further to greater height .
for now all i can say all is just a wishful thinking on my parts :) when the day come someone whom will be the person i stated above appear in my life be it my friend whom is by my side all this while or a total stranger i wont disrespect them anymore .
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