Its been a few days since i last blog . :)
this week is intresting .
initially i was under due to alot of stress bla bla .
and i decided to make a foothold .
1st off !
my art coursework shhh =x .
i got help from my friend suhaini haha ! wow she did help me a decent bit or majority like the positioning and writing . it was cool and thoughtful of her . well ya it was quite awkward to talk to a friend whom i jus noe recently . hahaa !
2nd day of coursework she came to help me also to finish the bit and pieces suddenly i felt so tired and doze off on the table ... omg till 4.30 ...
at 4.30 i realise i was late with daryl zzzzzzzzzzzzz . mr thong already waited outside the front gate for us . i had to thanked my friend and dash with daryl towards mr thong car ..
omg and we did really wasted alot of time la WTF T_T++ . i felt bad in leaving my friend behind suddenly LOL but ah ya .. all daryl fault nvr remind me the time zzzzzzz .
bim bam we had our maths tuition i ended at 9.30 and reached home by 10 pm . by then i was already superbly exhausted la !! T_T .
today i reached home at 9.30 lol ! maths was fun and studying . i realise i had alot of things to catch up. 37 more days man omg .. im so stress till beyond stress . i cant handle anymore undue stress .
tday i realise i had lost the love of the family feeling as i watched everyone ate on the table for dinner . haha though mr thong is a teacher and my 3 classmate was having dinner i felt happy . it feels like a family haha . somehow . i started smiling at myself when i think of it and decide to make full use of this feeling for 37 more days haha .
i decide to cast a portion of my love life for now becoz my aim is my o lvl . though i still love you . but i decide to actually make a change in my life (: . i rlly wish you would feel my love haha . but its impossible . but i rlly hope you do only you can make me actually smile . i rlly cant read your mind coz im not a psyco person u noe . hehe .
well so ya . i appreciate the things i receive the friends arnd me . the help i get . and the tiny bit of love you tried to show me .
heres a huge thank !
I LOVE YOU GUYSS HAHAHAAHHA FOR MOTIVATING ME :D . ok
heres a list of name
Mr thong nai kee !
daryl lim ~
jarrod scott !
benjamin cho
and
lastly chew wei liang .
OH WAIT NOT TO FORGET !
miss sharizan haha !
a little gratitude to the person who help me accomplish my art work !
suhaini haha . thanks for helping me though i jus noe you .
im so happy today and hyper ;0 .
i hope my love seeps through the people around me haha . though its not huge nor little but its a little something ^^
*hais i guess my feelings are not known . my love for you seems so futile .
why am i behaving like a idiot . no matter what the feelin is there for you . haha .
oh well . im born an idiot in the first place . void from love . nvr to be love .
haha .
guess its my destiny . =D
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