missing feeling .
well first off ! late grats to my ongkie frens ! haha we finally accomplish our teachers day performance im glad its over :D now i haf more time preparing for my 'o's . well to those whom wish to see the performance heres the vid . http://www.youtube.com/user/fikqairyika#play/all/uploads-all/1/Tddr2lDTDZc . Tada .. though its not perfect its an accomplishment for us ^_^ <3 u all . leon veronica zaki matthew for helping me in fulfulling my wish in performing for teachers day .
After the end of school i went to safra to meet damian yin quan junjie jia leong and jinyao ~ they play pool nia i watch only lalala . hahas den junkai came coz we wan to go to lan shop to dota initially but jinyao wan l4d in the end we go l4d for awhile before dotaing . "horrible" experience i must say LOL ~~~ .
well otw home in the train im straining my neck sleeping meh . the the two beside me seems to doze off i dunno whether there are awake or asleep..
but i manage to get a glimpse of my dream.. i was with u.. before i snap out of my dream and it reach yishun though the dream was a good feeling but all the way to woodland im staring in blank spaces LOL ~ cant sleep ..
then hols on tuesday ~ boring day though =/
den today took my physic exam and went home finally i get to nap after my exam yay ~
well my opinion to some people a blog is for people to relieve their thoughts and feelings its not for something which we should use to entertain people to show what we are.. i don care if people actually read my blog though . its my personal thought and feelings and u got no right to criticize what i write here (: .
well as usual you linger in my thoughts .. as much as i wan rid of u i cant . i don wish much but i hope u feel what i feel though its been three years i don believe u don feel anything.. but im content ... i will be glad if u once ask me out to accompany u for something ... that person is in the way all the time.. im pissed by that but i wont show it.. im a person whom to show my feelings out but i write it out i got no idea why but im in control of myself PERIOD... i do not want to get out of control though its ugly ...
but anyway currently im fine a few more months before my national exam end .. everyone will go to their seperate ways . i jus hope u will be by my side for eternally but i doubt thats possible .. ill smile for now (: . hurting deep in my heart has become so common to me that im oblivious to it .
part baby part so we shall not even start..
up till here ..
im sure u will appear again in my dream tonight and so with the people around me again.. i dun noe why ? maybe theres something behind it i need to noe.. from these people themselves..
[Style No' Nizzle] Normie...
rained at 11:33 pm
