Well its been 2 weeks . since my feelings for you has disappear .. theres an empty hole left in my heart . waiting for it to be fill up .
i hope i can find a person whom can fill this up =) . i admit its a lil rush . but yeah
the feeling of emptiness really kills you noe .
i feel so dumb at work so aimless ! .
but yea .
perhaps this christmas someting special might wait for me ? . i dunno .
god has many way to show you .
i used not to believe in god . and believe in nth .
but somehow i receive msgs from facebook . whats god daily msg for you .
coincidentally its seem so related to my feelings for that day and it kept me strong .
well . i burn my finger like 3 days ago and its recovering (: .
i wonder . get to noe a person recently .
seems nice and funny (: .
i dunno . perhaps we can just be fren hahas or more . well its just a dreamlike world for me .
i fear falling for wrong person again .
its like the 4th time recently .
nvr once get to feel real love bahs .
but nvm . im still living right despite my rubbish past . bleh (: .
plus i love ~ ring ding dong by shinee uh ~ and bad romance by lady gaga :D nvr fail to get me in the dancing mood =x .
and recently got the urge of playing basketball . really basket ! last time i play was last year :(
well i dont noe . wish upon the shooting star . perhaps this year would end on a good note (: if not oh well heart pain is part and parcel of life bahs . all we can do is move on and chiong ba . (hope i don chiong till bang wall) =( .
hehex .
ok ~ . time to go and rest bahs .
may god bless me with someone this christmas xD .
haha ! (stop dreaming norman) .
*bish* :D .
nites ! =D>
[Style No' Nizzle] Normie...
rained at 2:08 am
